Once Upon A Chéri

Pain, Goodbye

The last time I looked Pain in the face, it darted it’s glance away. 

In shame.

Said that it remembered those eyes, my mother’s eyes, and couldn’t bare to make the same mistake twice. 

Pain was rightfully ashamed for what it did to my mother. 

I just wish she was still here, so I could tell her that her eyes, the ones I borrowed, will never see Pain again. 

Rest in peace Nicolé Antoinette Nutt

Dance

His feet taught his lips how to dance…

and we tangoed our way to summer

Restore

Fear is a thief

Don’t be robbed

Fade to black #highlights #color #haircolor #spring #twa #teamnatural #naturalhairdaily #curlbox #love #kisforkinky #aroundthewaycurls  #picstitch

Fade to black #highlights #color #haircolor #spring #twa #teamnatural #naturalhairdaily #curlbox #love #kisforkinky #aroundthewaycurls #picstitch

Conclusion of a February Love Potion

SO…….it turns out that my February Love Poem Experiment became more private than posted, which I’m fine with. Guess I’m just waiting for the right time it unleash it all. But for now, here’s a snippet of the highlights:

Feb 4th

Dear Beautiful Brown Thing

Who curls toes tighter than Mali hair

And resolves the scent of abandon with a single breath.

Thank you for outsmarting incessant threats to render your spine flaccid.

Commandeering the voice from between your teeth,

But yet you speak slave song

And we hear hip hop.  

I willfully shackle myself to back you

without question or concern for who has the key.  

Feb 12th 

The sun washed the face of the city, as it does every morning.

It scrubbed over windows and brushed the unreachable molars of skyscraper teeth

And eventually made its way to the Plymouth Rock crevices between his shoulders. 

He winced. 

She was in his eyes, on his skin and even beneath his feet. 

The sun.

Waking her lover with a warm caress, best she knew how.

He complained, shuddered, hid his face. 

Covered his eyes as she hung above him all day. Watching. 

He was afraid. Hid in buildings, even ducked in the shade. 

But when she left, just as the West began to swallow her whole, into night 

He ran. Fought to watch her descent into the ocean. 

And shuddered as she disappeared. 

Feb 28th

Note to my future husband #7

Let’s not apologize for being ourselves. 

Because we are the selves we’ve been waiting our whole lives for. 

Aren’t you glad we found each other? 

Ashes

Don’t take my hand if you fear the sensation of holding it

Don’t swallow my kiss out of thirst

Don’t hoard my warmth as if I’ve forgotten how to shiver

Be a glass of water

Be multi-purpose

Be neutral

Just don’t be afraid

Fear is a thief

and it may have already stolen You from Yourself

Burned you away

Left you with a husk of questons

A singed sack of regret

I wish I could help 

but no one ever built anything out of Ashes

Copyright Angelica Chéri 2013

Excerpt from A Black Love

His Spine was the mast from which I hung my sails, and we drifted away to breaths uncharted

Middle Passage ghosts wailed underneath us and troubled the waters, but we made it ashore anyhow

Slave Song hidden under his tongue, but spilled through his teeth as 16 bars…I watched him spit Gold. Records. 

Huddled together under the warm of ancestral lights in the black blue overhead, we enclosed the only warmth we had-familiarity. He hid me in the ravine of scars his back wore proudly. Carved by Master, Mama, Cop and now Me.

I studied Him and learned Me. 

Copyright 2013 by Angelica Chéri 

Feb 1st “Change” A Haiku

A penny for you

A dime and a half for me

We still don’t make cents 

Copyright 2013 by Angelica Chéri